It's kinda silly and I'm not crying anymore but I was about 2hours ago
I had a pretty good day today - My parents came over and we took Elana to the park and then we had fish & chips for lunch afterwards.
Got home and Nick got home a bit later and about 5ish Andy called to ask if I wanted to go to the hospital to see Jess - which of course I did. But 20seconds after I got off the phone I remembered I had a blocked nose -- I have that winter nose - actually its a winter and a summer nose - you know when you're kinda stuffy just because of the weather.
I called Rin back cause Andy was on the phone and she said it would be fine and that we'd have to wear aprons and masks anyway because of the chemo, but I thought I should call the hospital and check.
And the receptionist said not to come with a blocked nose.
So in effect when I have a pretty much permanent stuffy sinuses I can't ever see Jess -- and that's why I was crying in my coke.