I don't know what I want to write, I just wanted to write something to let Emma & Shawn know we're thinking of them when they log onto JU next.
Last night I asked Ashlee how Alysia and her parents were and she said that the doctors don't like her chances.
It has occured to be in the last couple of days that today (in US) and yesterday (in Aus) is the 21st - that Alysia Leah is one month old. It seems like so much longer ago that Emma first wrote asking for help with baby names and stuff.
I think alot of people have been touched by the birth of Alysia - Emma wrote so much in the first couple of days that we all feel like Aunts & Uncles and Cousins.
And now she's sick and he parents are hoping for the best and all her JU Aunts and Uncles are praying to their various Gods & Goddesses for her ... life - for her continued life.
As a mother myself I'd be distraught with grief if something like this was happening to me but I'm extremely lucky to have such a wonderful support system in my husband, my family, his family and our friends.
Whatever happens I just want to say a prayer to My God for Alysia and her wonderful parents - feel free not to read on if it will offend you.
Amazing Father God, I just want to pray right now for Alysia that tiny little angel on Earth who's in hospital and the doctors just don't think they can help her anymore. Doctors can't help her but you can. You love each and every single one of your children and your word says that you will never give us anything that we couldn't handle.
Right now I pray for the life of Alysia Leah and for her parents and her other friends and relatives, I pray that you will give them Your strength to carry on through this time and I know that you will never leave them.
You're always with them and when they need to I pray that they'll know they can come to you to rest their weary heads, Jesus died so we don't have to carry our own burdens - He'll carry them for us.
Father you are such an Awesome, Amazing all powerful God - you're the healer of the sick, you're the father to the fatherless You are our rock and our Salvation, shelter from the storm.
Your will be done Lord - It breaks my heart to say this but If it's your will I pray you're guiding hands over Alysia's life - And that if you have to take her that You will comfort the parents and I pray that they remember Alysia for the blessing she was to them in life and not be angry bitter or blameful about her passing.
I pray all these things in Jesus name because we know that whatever we ask for in Jesus's name it will be done and we know that our Faith can move mountains and we pray that you move this mountain Lord - bring ALysia back into the arms of her loving family - By YOUR stripes WE ARE HEALED.
Amen.