grade 9 - it hasn't really gotten any better
Published on June 24, 2004
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trina_p
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Grade 9 - it's still 1997 - but we're in August now -- Once again this is mostly sap!! I wasn't really pining for the guy in my english class - I just thought he was cute - my heart never soared and I didn't think love had passed me by -- plus I've never taken drugs nore known anyone who did, and noone I know has ever commited suicide. But I did fight with "friends" and my Grandma did die.
Grandma (It was a heartattack in her sleep - May 24 was my 14th b'day I wrote this in SD class in August the same year a couple of weeks before what would have been her 68th b'day)
Grandma you have gone
Have left your happy home
We wished you could have stayed
But you did die just this last May
The 24th was the saddest day
Twas the day which you did go away
The day in which you never returned
Then five days later you were burned
Where did you go on that day
Why did you go in that way
Why did you have to go
Why on that day we'll never know
Did you have to leave me
Why did you die
We all really loved you
But you made us cry
A woman who loved
And who loved others
You are my grandmother
There will be no other
George and Jack, Deb & me
Jan & Steve, Trina and Jamie
Kathy, Rob, Ross, Frank and Glennie
and Grandad too
Have to say that we love you
Because we are your family
Drugs
Once was lost
Now is found
Our love
Blood in bound
This heart was too strong
To break when in wrong
But death did us part
And it broke my heart
So gone is the bond
That kept us this close
Because of that drug overdose
Love has past me by
Love has past me by
It sometimes makes me cry
What have I done
Where is "he"? The One?
Who will love me true?
Will he turn up out of the blue
How will I know. Please tell me so
If my love will do
I've had a number of flings
But nothing that made me sing
Cause love has past me by
I want to curl up and die
My Guy
The guy I like he's so fine
His smile sends chills down my spine
When I see him I know it's love
My heart goes soaring (like a dove)
I dream of him everynight
I wish my love would set him right
He doesnt't even know I'm alive
He wishes I would take a dive
I love him oh so much
I'm seeking his soft sweet touch
I just can't let him be
Why won't he just love me?
Apology (song)
I'm sorry I said those things about you
I'm sorry I did not mean them at all
I'm sorry I did not mean to hurt you
But I guess I did after all
I'm sorry I did not want to like you
I'm sorry I did not mean to make you cry
I'm sorry I said those things about you
I did not mean for you to say goodbye
I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry
I'm so sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
Depression (i wrote this while thin king about a friend who liked this girl who wouldn't give him the time of day - and worse if she did she was mean to him)
Depression is a state of mind
It comes when people be unkind
You don't know how it feels
A broken heart never heals
Being dumped is worse then hell
You didn't love me I could tell
So now I have to say goodbye
You've done enough. You've made me cry
I thought I loved you oh so true
But I was stupid to think you loved me too
So no I have to go away
I'll always think of you each day
I thought I loved you oh so true
But I was stupid to think you loved me too
So now I have to go away
I'll always think of you each day
You've left me alone
I've waited by the phone
But you did never call
I guess it's over after all
Depression is a state of mind
It comes when you be unkind
You'll never know how I feel
My heart is broken. It will not heal
Friends
Who needs enemies when you've got friends
Friendships should never end
But when you're around its not so true
Who needs an enemy with a friend like you
Broken Friendship
Friends are supposed to care to share
To always be there when you need them
But you do not care or share and you are never there
Therefore you are not a true friend.